harts apart

Dere is tis period of tym when i feel nothin at all...absolutely,nothin.. or shall i sae i do not WANT to feel aniting at all
wads luv?i dun noe n perhaps i nvr will.. i feel tis special sort of feelin for tis guy almost everi single dae.. o..who am i kiddin..i feel for him everi single moment.
i dun make e effort to find out if itz a crush or sumting lyke tat...i feel lyke..wad is mine wil cum to me eventually..wad isnt mine..i dun even need to care.

but den i feel so numb tis few daes.i began to imagine live w/o him..how wld it b lyke..n den i start to imagine how life wld b if we were together..

haiz..i do not noe wad im feelin for him animore..